Today started in a pretty bad way. To sum it up, I managed in a few hours to become deaf with my left-hear, to break a tupperware, and I almost burnt myself. All this after forgetting to turn the alarm off, and so waking up at 7 a.m. . These days when you know you'd be better off going back to bed.
Finally I didn't do anything good or productive.
Then dad came back home, and said he had been chosen for the job he wanted to do. He was so happy, so relieved, that's good. I have a hard time showing my feelings now, since you left me Emma I don't manage to feel such things as happiness.
But still if one day you read this,
I'm proud of you dad.
Finally, that might not be such a bad day.
You know, I've just looked at my phone, and realised I missed receiving messages from you.
I miss you so much Emma.
I can't help but hope I'll one day receive a message from the number that holds the top place in the most used in my phone.
And by far.
I still love you Emma.
And today even more than when we were together.
I love you.
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