I have manners, doesn't mean I give a fu*k about being polite

And here I am.

After a year which has been an overall success. I fucking aced my TOEFL while I was being sick, I didn't do shit all year and still got to pass the exams successfully. I earned my spot at U of T. Fair and square.
And here I am, having yet to say goodbye to a bunch of people. Relationships evolve, it's a fact. Some people, I barely talk to them anymore. Some I had never been this close with.

Arguably, the quietest year of life. All the potential stories were like, sedated, in order to not be a pain in my ass. I remained focused. Lol, just kidding. I just succeeded in everything without giving a shit. I feel a bit like an asshole for that. Well, nevermind, there's no need to be ashamed; the others just had to work their butts off  harder if they're not satisfied. I am.

I think this year has been the best year of my life so far, and I know it's not half as good as next year's gonna be.

I haven't come to grip with things yet. I mean, I don't know why I keep trying to postpone realization. Because, fuck yeah, I fulfilled my dream.

And I am not in love anymore. Hell, she better not come back to me, or I'd spit on her face. Like, literally. I mean, come on; getting rid of me in order to date a smurf? Get your shit together gal. But well, blame it on the age I guess. Teenagers are stupid. You're even more.
And I miss you from time to time. I mean, seldom; but still.

I haven 't yet wrapped my head around the idea that I'll be gone because I still have to accept that you are.

I don't miss YOU, in fact

I miss having someone.

It's like, I'm still broken and shit, it'll take time and shit, I know the drill; but darn; I ish I could have someone. It's selfish, coz I ain't willing to love or be loved. But I'd like to have someone by my side because, man, it's the only thing. With it, my life 'd be nothing short of a home run.

And also, she 'd be a tad hotter than you and you'd feel sad whenever seing her facebook page.

But I can tell you bitch, You'll get served at some point.

Well, that's it I guess? I am going, I hate you; and I'll have to accept both in the near future.

But for the time being
Im just madly craving to find some friends with benefits